So far, all of my efforts to find a new job have been really unsuccessful. I’ve been applying for anything I can find but I guess I just don’t have the right type of experience to get any of those jobs, since I’ve only done receptionist/office stuff with the exception of working at an art museum for one summer. I just hope I find something soon. Not having money is the worst.
Ugh my bad dreams put me in a really bad mood today. They weren’t bad as in scary, they were bad as in “oh shit my subconscious reminded me of things from my past I’d rather forget”. So I’m going to watch Neko Case interviews and live stuff and hopefully that will make me feel a bit better.
In case you were wondering, the artwork in my icon is by the wonderful Courtney Blazon. She’s an artist from my hometown, whom I’ve met a couple times. Her work is stunning and is a huge influence on my own art and writing.
Urrrggghhh it sucks so hard not having a debit/credit card (I had to close my account back in Missoula and I don’t have a job yet so I haven’t opened a bank account here). I have to ask my aunt to order me things online and then give her cash. I asked if she could order me some CDs from Amazon over a week ago and she keeps putting it off.
Solution: stuff my face with Cheez-Its.
I’m really scared to play any Joanna because I’m worried my aunt or uncle will be like, “What is that racket? Please turn it off now.” Or something. Idk, I’m always afraid of playing music I really, really like around people I don’t know that well, because the music I like is actually an accurate representation of myself, and if they don’t like it, I’ll feel like they don’t like me.
Holy shit, the winter weather here is crazy. There’s so much freezing rain that it’s weighing down the trees with ice and they’re falling down all over the place. Two people were actually killed by falling trees. 250,000 people have no power right now and I’m crossing my fingers that we won’t lose ours, too.
I let the cat out over four hours ago and she hasn’t come back yet… worried.
